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Post by Maria Goldsten on Sept 13, 2010 20:10:34 GMT -5
Maria listened to him, swallowing hard and then looking into space. She looked back up into his eyes, glassy and beautiful. As long as you love me, She practically whispered, reciting the lyrics from one of her favourite childhood songs.
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Post by Chris Churner on Sept 13, 2010 20:26:51 GMT -5
Chris kept his eyes closed for a moment longer, and then looked up at her. "With all my heart." It was only then did he realize she had never she loved him. He looked away and tried not to think about it, thoug it nagged at the back of his mind. He closed his eyes again and sat silently in his chair with his head bowed.
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Post by Maria Goldsten on Sept 13, 2010 20:32:57 GMT -5
Maria looked at him, seeing trouble in his eyes but deciding he must have been just carrying out with his plan. She discreetly moved closer to him as he looked away, wanting him to look back at her. Will you kiss me now? She asked almost breathlessly, pleading in her voice.
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Post by Chris Churner on Sept 13, 2010 21:00:59 GMT -5
Chris didn't think about it for more than a moment. "No." He didn't even flich at the question, like he was expecting it. He didn't look up for moment, and his answer was short and to the point.
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Post by Maria Goldsten on Sept 13, 2010 21:13:14 GMT -5
Pain stabbed her heart, and she stared at him with so much hurt in her eyes. She never thought it would be this hard. I thought... Her voice cracked a bit, and her breathing became shallow.
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Post by Chris Churner on Sept 14, 2010 14:42:14 GMT -5
"I have to do this my own way." He said not looking at her. He didn't even realize the fact she never said those three words that he had said many times already kept him from saying. Realizing he had to say something to make it sound less painfull he added, "You can treat me however you want. I won't stop you unless I just can't do it or it's too much. I just need to be careful, untill I know if I'm doing the right thing." He didn't move hisself or his gaze once.
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Post by Maria Goldsten on Sept 14, 2010 16:47:02 GMT -5
She frowned, looking down at her scarred hands. I wish you would look at me... She said softly, barely visible. You barely do anymore... She said truthfully, knowing it sounded stupid, but unable to keep from saying it.
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Post by Chris Churner on Sept 14, 2010 17:12:41 GMT -5
Chris didn't want her to get mad at him, but couldn't bring himself to look up. He shut his eyes tightly as two tears rolled down his face and dripped down to his hand, the one she had her hand on.
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Post by Maria Goldsten on Sept 14, 2010 17:20:49 GMT -5
Maria looked down at her hands, pulling hers from his and placing it on her lap. You can't hurt me by looking at me...
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Post by Chris Churner on Sept 14, 2010 17:28:03 GMT -5
OOC: 1. theyre in a library 2. can she not say i love you there cuz it seems too convinient
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Post by Chris Churner on Sept 14, 2010 17:56:33 GMT -5
Chris knew even that wasn't true. But he could hear the desperation hidden in her voice. I guess it can't do something that bad... He slowly pulled his gaxe from the floor, to the table, to her lap, up her arm, and finally, to her face. He swallowed hard and didn't know what to say. He opened his mouth slightly, but nothing came out, so he tried again and just barely managed to get out two words. "What now?"
OOC: You know when i said she could treat him however, that means she can grab his hand to hold it, and wrap her arm around his arm, and sometimes try to kiss him. (but not now just cause but i just wanted to make sure you knew what i meant.)
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Post by Maria Goldsten on Sept 14, 2010 18:01:01 GMT -5
Maria smiled. She looked into his eyes, and felt no pain anymore, like nothing had happened. Just don't look away, She said breathlessly, moving her hand back to his but not pulling her gaze away for a second.
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Post by Chris Churner on Sept 14, 2010 18:18:48 GMT -5
Chris held her gaze, and it became harder and harder with every second that passed. He knew he couldn't keep this up for much longer. He was starting to feel lost in her eyes and that was when he knew he had to stop. He looked away and back down to the table in front of. He stood and grabbed his bookbag. "I have to go." With one final glance back at her, he had to close his eyes to tear himself away. He started to walk away and counted the steps to make it easier. One. Two. Three. Four...
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Post by Maria Goldsten on Sept 14, 2010 18:26:28 GMT -5
Maria stared at him, hurt in her eyes as he got up and started to leave. Wait! She said desperately, struggling to her feet and limping awkwardly to where he was. She stumbled, almost tripping and falling on the floor. Imagine where he would go with that one... She thought to herself with a giggle, catching up to him and grabbing his wrist, spinning him around to face her. She grabbed him by the shoulders, somewhat hastily because she didn't want to give him time to stop her. She had to use his shoulders to almost pull herself up to him, because she couldn't stand on her tippy toes in a cast. She pressed her lips to his, squeezing her eyes shut. She knew it wasn't a very romantic kiss, but she didn't care.
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Post by Chris Churner on Sept 14, 2010 18:38:43 GMT -5
Chris was expecting the "Wait!" But as soon as he turned around, he didn't expect her to kiss him. At first he just stood there and let her go. But then the urge took over and he placed his one hand on her lower back and pulled her in close as he kissed her back. it didn't take long for everything else arpund him to start to fade away, until all that was left was her. That's when he remembered he couldn't let that happen and pulled away so he was three inches between his lips and hers. "I have to go." He said in a whisper, just barely loud enough for her to hear. And then he turned and started walking away again.
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